Regret

the feeling you feel when you've just done something you wish you haven't. you would give anything just to turn back the hands of time and correct your mistakes, but it's already too late.
"I really regret hurting the woman that I love."
"I have many regrets in life, but you were not one of them."

taken from www.urbandictionary.com

Thursday, January 8, 2009

愿望3

不知不觉中,我的心早已飞到你的四周,无时无刻地围绕着你,看着你。直到我发现它失踪时,已经太迟了,因为它早已被你深深的迷住了。

爱一个人,是需要原因的吗?因为我已经不由自己地淹没在你的情海之中了。没有见到你,我想念你,见到你,我很开心,有机会可以跟你说话,我更开心……可是,我想要做的事情,有几个可以实现的呢?

虽然如此,我还是很希望,能有一天我们可以无忧无虑的开始参入对方的生活,展开无边无际的情感。

……我爱你……

Love x Hate

Love or hate... Not a single second passes without me thinking deeply about you... Everyday I feel as if you fill up every single part of my life, and yet, each time I cannot stop myself from hating you. Whether it is your choice to ignore me and then look for me only when you have to, or it is my fault as I never approached you, I do not know... However, I truly wish that you would actually acknowledge me as someone special in your life, someone who whould be there whenever you need him, the person who would be able to be with you all his life, be it joy, grief, bliss, woe, mirth, agony, frolic, hardship, melanchony, rue or jubliance. Undaunted by anything save the thought of you leaving him... Someone who you would share all your happiness with, as you would tell all your deepest fears, heartfelt remorse, acrid anguish, innocent hopes and more...

Someday, I hope that the light would shine upon us to guide our intertwined routes towrads a better future where we would be able to truly know each other and become anything we want without having to be bound by oaths, characteristic masks, words, unrequited love, illusions of the mind and more...

What I truly wish for, is for us to be together forever, untouched by time and space, each put under a violatile spell, unbreakable by distance nor death, to be cursed, yet blessed, to be together for eternity, to love and care, and to bring happiness to all who are around us.

On my birthday, for my third wish, I wish to be with the person I love. Together, Forever...

I love you, there's nothing to be done that can change this magical thought...

444!! O_o


wow.... Just after I posted my birthday thing at midnight today, i saw this.!!! 444!~ hehe... three same digits... wow^^ 

I got into pure science^^ hehe

Wow, when it was the turn for pure science class's students names to be called out, I was a little nervous^^

Me and two more of my friends (who got 8A's - due to their hard work), lets call them A and B, were a little uncertain because our names were not mentioned, but then~ A's name was mentioned, followed by B's name, and then mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha!!! happy lol^^

Then, we all went back to our classroom last year. Turns out that we are using the same classroom... =.= A little sad, cause we never cleaned up much after the clas party last year, and so, the class was in a dirty mess. I keep wondering how the SPM students were able to stand that while taking their exams last year. The blackboard's stain was still there, due to the cake, and other unknown liquid... And the tables were still stained with last year's drinks... Haiz... Damaged by our own doing... haha...

No matter, I'm very happy I got into pure science, so its all fine^^

Happy Sweet 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

Hehe... It's my birthday!!! woohooo~^^

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

16 years old liaos^^

still wanna play^^

birthday wishes... lemme see....

hmmm......

I wish.....................

and I also wish.......................................

haha....

if I told you, it wouldn't come true^^

keke.... So, happy birthday to myself^^

and thanks to all those who wished me early^^

that's all^^

finally,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!