Regret

the feeling you feel when you've just done something you wish you haven't. you would give anything just to turn back the hands of time and correct your mistakes, but it's already too late.
"I really regret hurting the woman that I love."
"I have many regrets in life, but you were not one of them."

taken from www.urbandictionary.com

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

So that you would be forever happy

我帮老师把比赛得奖的作文打入电脑。我发现,小说组得奖的只有两个是写爱情的。我觉得,其总有一个很好。故事太长了,我也懒惰去简略。只给题目吧,废是她发现了骂我——“幸福二月十四日”。也许你认为古题目不是很好,或者会让你感到很纳闷……但是我读了那篇,感觉到很好。

that's all^^

fyi, I love rants!!!

Wish upon a shooting star

见到你时,

我总是觉得有点尴尬…

没有看到你,

又怕你会遇到危险…

一天到晚,

只能望着你的照片,

不停地回想   哀叹,

如果当天   我作出另一种决定,

你会不会接受我?

让我把心中的爱,

输入你的体内,

保护你、支持你,

让你永远拥有温馨的生活,

不再被记忆中的黑影恐吓…

但是,

我没有能力倒流时间,

现在,

只能默默地望着你,

祝福你…

但愿你永远健健康康地活下去,

在此也希望你那甜美的笑容

亦永远挂在你漂亮的脸孔上。

All the best^^

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

One word: haiz...

If it even is a word...

By the way, I'm going to start posting again, this time, it's for real.
The week after PMR passed excrutiatingly slowly. It's KILLING me.

There's nothing to do!
Okay, I still go to school. It's really not that bad really, if you take away all those boring hours wasted there, doing next to nothing. Even the so-called programmes the teacher "promised" us are not actually being done.

You know, the board game programme? We were left in the lecture hall for almost six hours! Six! Think, how much else would you be able to do within that given time? The newspaper reading "event". Another obsolete failure. Only about 10 people were left when they finaly remembered that there was such a thing sheduled for us. This time, we went to the school hall... To sit down, nothing else. However, we did get to play basketball this morning, hopefully things will change for the better.

After all, we (hardworking Form 3 students) did work as hard as we could to ace PMR. Now that it's over, YOU're telling me that we gained our freedom in the sense that we do not have to study? What? You expect our brains to get back to full power after this long wasted break?

This is a waste of time... >.<

Friday, October 24, 2008

PMR before, during and after...

Before:
1) everyday study (my frenz la... mii still play... =.=")
2) go skul bag filled wif skul "latihan" papers... (thick as a dictionary!)
3) pressure (also limited to my friends only, imma cold blooded O_o)
4) every second in skul gt teacher!!!! WOW shud b a record^^
5) msn only a few form3 ppl on... haiz...
6) almost every1 i wished me gud luck^^ (thanks to all of you, also to those whose wishes never reached my ear O_o)
7) 1 day before!!! chg classes^^ sit thr, do nth, no teacher (xcept for our form teacher) chat, and i got a prize^^
8) I'm sure there's more, can't put my finger on it^^ tell me if I missed anything (which I'm sure i did)

During:
1) Everyday go school hall (at least i think thats what its called @.@) exam...
2) Look at the exam papers...
3) Write down/ shade the answers... Guessed a few^^
4) Meet the examiners everyday...
5) Get to go home early^^ lolx
6) Counting the days...
7) Again, I'm sure theres more... >.<

After:
1) Still as boring as ever, especially in school!!
2) I was asked to help prepare the "jamuan" HELP!!!
3) Wow, I never knew teachers could imprison students in the lecture hall that long...
4) 7.30am - 1.45pm inside there, dunno do what!!
5) Lock door summore!!! Ponteng oso gone liao lar, still lock 4 wat? scare we steal the phones u took frm us ah??
6) Play computer everyday till late late.... wasting my life away!!
7) I need a life! Arrrghh!!! (btw, the piano frm the radio sounds nice^^)
8) I know I know, i missed a lot, just lemme know and I'll add more^^


Disclaimer!!! : This is just harmless ranting! Don't any of you dare relate this to anything else!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

L8 @ nite

haha guess the time here?^^

4.30am^

wth am i doing still staying awake??

hehe....

guess guess.....!!!!^^

drop comments >.<