Longing~

I miss my phone I miss you I miss my freedom I miss my happiness I miss my life I miss my self I miss the world I miss chance I miss luck I miss dreams I miss tears I miss feelings I miss touch I miss taste I miss hopes I miss angels I miss clouds I miss writings I miss stories I miss darkness I miss light I miss plants I miss magic I miss love I miss reading I miss my smile I miss my friends I miss my soul I miss my heart I miss my voice I miss the music I miss the truth I miss the openness I miss the ignorance I miss the bliss I miss the water I miss the rain I miss the movies I miss the food I miss the drinks I miss the card I miss the pictures I miss everyone but most importantly, I miss you~

i love this song^^

Tired a^^ haha^^
today so happy^^
do so many things~
wow^^

meeting><

aiyo~ I so many times no go jor><
busy ma... i also dunno how say... everytime explain jor then see again my explanation feel dao very bad de... T.T
I wanna go de leh... don't angry please... T。T
next week de i sure go...
no matter what~!!!

haha^^

M - Makes dating fun

I - is really sweet & romantic

C - selfish

H - stick to one

A - crazy

E - has gorgeous eyes

L - is a very good kisser

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L - is a very good kisser

I - is really sweet & romantic

M - Makes dating fun

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Y - is loved by everyone

A - crazy

N - is a very good kisser too!

G - very outgoing

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S - makes people laugh

O - has one of the best personalities ever

N - is a very good kisser too!

G - very outgoing

what do you think？

Apple comes back again^~^

hehe^^
I love apples^^ in school i draw the word very beautiful... WA^^
hehe^^
I will post it sometime~

many things happened lo~
make my life.... Haiz... dunno how a...
many ppl suddenly become serious... wow!!!
or maybe they were serious before but i never acknowledged?

Exam's coming~ Good luck^^

School Starts... Again...><

After the two week holiday (which I played non-stop), I kinda feel like I cannot sync back to normal life.. OMG... My school starts tomorrow, my stuff are not done, my head is still spinning, I am still spinning... Haiz... I miss my friends^^ Who? secret^^ haha...

全国营……

明天就要去了哦。。。
早一天进营。。。
想念很多人啊。。。 T.T

3 days...

Hehe^^ the first three days of exam has passed^^ 2 more weeks^^ yayaya~

Mother's Day...

Mother's Day is almost ending...
What did I do today...

I slept late(4am),
I woke up late(around 12pm),
I slacked until 2 to go to tuition...
I then went to church for who knows why...
around 6.30 I reached home...
Then i played pc until now...
Wait... I ate for a while... Mummy cooked fish + mushroom + pumpkin.. Nice^^
That's about all... I feel like a failure...
Its the worst Mother's Day I've celebrated...
Why did I not do... T.T

So many things happened since I entered Form 4...
My life has become hectic...
I go to an average of 2 tuitions a day...
I waste at least 8 to 9 hours at school...
The time I waste going to and fro from each tuition...
I was like what the h3ll when i heard my friend only has 2 tuitions!!!
Why does my parents give me so many..

Why am I suddenly into blogging again???
I sleep around 10~4 each day... why the variation???

I learnt that some age groups share secrets as if they were natural...
I was shocked...
My hoax was almost found out..
Oh my God....
I made a lot of friends..
Albeit some scary ones...
Found some nice ones....

I changed my number...
I started to spend more time on my phone...
On the computer...
What is going to be of my studies...
The 心理测验 (can anyone who knows tell me what it is in English?) that I did told me something bad... I'm not sure between two answers...
This is a summary of both answers...
##I have an extremely flowery heart~
##I have high expectations but when it comes to me doing it I don't accomplish much...
##I can do and prepare everything but if that thing is cancelled I just let it be...
##I am an extreme daydreamer... I just expect things go come out at its best....
##The other answer is a direct contrast... and I am both answers, yet i am not... What now...

I really miss blogging....
I let so many things go...
I changed for the worse...
I want to become...
Why am I like this...
Wow... Haha...

My friends have very complicated and interesting lives^^
If you actually take the time to watch...
Their lives are a lot more interesting than what you get in movies^^
Hehe... What am I talking about^^
I've strayed so far away from the title... wow...
Haha^^ I don't want to write much.... Each letter is breaking me up more...
Sad... T.T

I just want to Shut Up and Keep Quiet but why do I keep on chattering, talking, experimenting... and more... I just want to be (...)^^ thanks...

Wasted

My life is disappearing~
Help?^

exam lor^^

going to exam ler~ i wish u all good luck^^

BLEK~

I LOVE YOU^^

Blogging...

Hehe... It's been a while since I posted here >.<

xD So many things has happen to me in that space of time... I got tanner =.= sad... T.T I entered comeptitions but for some reason I gave them up at the last second... Weird... Special things happened too^^ secret ones^^ haha^^ I learnt some new stuff... Found out some interesting things... I would tell but I rather not^^ no time =.=

Will do when I have the time^^ Muaxx and bye^^

P.S. }} 今天学记改选哦^^ 几好玩一下……

Waaa....~

Both of my friends who just became prefects wear their uniform very yeng leh!!!!!

Muaxxxxxx~

Get Well Soon!!!

To my dearest friend:

Hope you get well soon and never fall prey to that illness again!!!^^

Feelings

My feelings...

Haiz... Not so sure about how I am feeling nowadays... Sometimes I feel like crying or i might suddenly get extremely angry.... Why is it so? One second I can stand anything you say and the next, I might want to scream at top top of my lungs at you... Now I am stable, but when will my feelings be volatile again? T.T I just made my friends worry about me... I don't want that to happen... 

Why can't my feelings be like this?

Or like this?

Or maybe even this partial calmness with a spark of lightning...

Like the picture, they are now scattered, waiting to fall hard onto the ground, and cause a big shockwave... Changing everything...

However... I shall always remind myself to:

^^

Valentine's Day

I know it's a little late, but i saw this on the net...^^

This is for you^^:

If, out of time I could pick one moment and keep it shining, always new,of all the days that I have lived, I would pick the day, I met you... 

Haha.. nice? 

<3>

元宵节Chinese Valentine's day...

In these last few minutes of the final day of the 15 days of chinese new year, i hope that everyone fares well^^

元宵节快乐！元宵节也就是华人的情人节哦！不要浪费这个机会^^

good luck in all your lives^^

RE: L-O-V-E pics

lazy resize la... c lidat la har^^ hehe

busy busy~

haha...

I finally have some time to update my blog!!!
FINALLY!!!! HAHA^^

Very happy^^

Many things happened this week^^

The NO.2 thing i wanna do: LEARN AS MANY THINGS AS I CAN!!!!

^^ happy hor??^^^

i wanna play also^^ so playing is number 1!!! hehe...

nothing beats having fun^^

SIANZ~

lol.... We started at 9am, until just now finished... later 8pm got another 1, but dun wan go...
i think we went 4 or 5 houses only... sianz lo... 1 house 2~6 hours.... haiz..... but we played a lot^^
sang at meetoto, they "played" cards^^, played the piano (very pro ehhs, my fren), watched tv, played PS2, and much more~ hehe..... also ok la^^

Hope 2moro's more fun^

初4

新年咯，要拜年了。为什么全部人都把和朋友拜年的那一天放在今天呢？要去都分不到身啊！T.T不爽！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Bye mousy year~^^

Just a few minutes more... And the mouse enters the semi-darkness of the zodiac chain... What we shall see next, is no doubt the entering of the bull/ox/cow, parading magnificently in its 4 legs and moo-ing happily as is the way we should all be, happy^^

KL trip...

Last sunday, I went to KL for a short trip^^ but it was fun^^

I went with a few of my friends from around here and Kuantan... We had to go to the bus station at 5am... Then we had to wait for about half an hour... Talk about the bus being late... 

Excluding meals, we went to visit “星洲总社” frst and we interacted with some of the KL xue ji's^^ They were very nice to (us) me^^ I learnt many things lol^^ The way they "care" for the rookies for example^^ hehe... so sad...^^

Due to the massive amount of time wasted there, we did not go to the National Library (what a waste). Instead, we went to Times Square, albeit wasting even more time being stuck in a jam. However, we saw a group of men and 1 of them was "kind" enough to dance a short break dance for us to see^^. Nice^^

I wanted to shop at Times Square but my sister had to drag me and a few of my friends to play games... haiz... boring... I was to envious of the beauty and artisticsm (is there a word like this?) of their clothes^^ Too late though. 

I did not go home with them cause my parents had things to do at KL, so they brought me home... Sad.. I missed a lot of things... T.T

Still, I missed many things by going to the trip... One way or another, I had to choose... T.T

It's almost time for Chinese New Year^^

Hehe... School is boring + busy... So many things to do, so little time do finish them... But for me, that little time = too much time wasted on homework... T.T

haiz...

Today I gave people the new year greeting cards i wrote, hope they were happy at getting them^^

To my friends who are in the pingpong and chess competition, the best of luck to you all^^

闲

每一天都重复着同样的生活：

早上-起身后洗刷然后上学，之后就读书……
中午-放学，回家冲凉吃饭然后补习。
下午-回来看戏休息然后发呆……
晚上-还是看着戏…… =.=
过了十二点-才肯把上床，然后再发呆……

我的生活是不是很闲？

haiz..... 只从他走了后，我的生活乐趣少了很多……
真的只有一个字能形容——“闲”

Tuitions =.=

School starts, so many tuitions!!!!

ARRRGH!!!!

School start for 1 week already...

Still confused la... Don't know all my tuition time yet... Haha...

Can do what leh... All day slack will become lazy... KL trip this sunday!!! Whee~ Can meet everyone and play once more^^ Haha...

Reminding myself to bring a camera!!!! I read Sonnet 18 today^^ Its quite a simple poem lolz... Romantic in the eyes of some of my friends... =.= I didn't find it any good... I dunno why it felt empty... Mabye it's because I'm empty of feelings at that moment??? So sad... Haha...^^

Also, my last year's Form teacher came and gave us each a piece of paper to write a short text. Sian.... In any case, I have to go to school later for sports practice^^ That's all^^

愿望3

不知不觉中，我的心早已飞到你的四周，无时无刻地围绕着你，看着你。直到我发现它失踪时，已经太迟了，因为它早已被你深深的迷住了。

爱一个人，是需要原因的吗？因为我已经不由自己地淹没在你的情海之中了。没有见到你，我想念你，见到你，我很开心，有机会可以跟你说话，我更开心……可是，我想要做的事情，有几个可以实现的呢？

虽然如此，我还是很希望，能有一天我们可以无忧无虑的开始参入对方的生活，展开无边无际的情感。

……我爱你……

Love x Hate

Love or hate... Not a single second passes without me thinking deeply about you... Everyday I feel as if you fill up every single part of my life, and yet, each time I cannot stop myself from hating you. Whether it is your choice to ignore me and then look for me only when you have to, or it is my fault as I never approached you, I do not know... However, I truly wish that you would actually acknowledge me as someone special in your life, someone who whould be there whenever you need him, the person who would be able to be with you all his life, be it joy, grief, bliss, woe, mirth, agony, frolic, hardship, melanchony, rue or jubliance. Undaunted by anything save the thought of you leaving him... Someone who you would share all your happiness with, as you would tell all your deepest fears, heartfelt remorse, acrid anguish, innocent hopes and more...

Someday, I hope that the light would shine upon us to guide our intertwined routes towrads a better future where we would be able to truly know each other and become anything we want without having to be bound by oaths, characteristic masks, words, unrequited love, illusions of the mind and more...

What I truly wish for, is for us to be together forever, untouched by time and space, each put under a violatile spell, unbreakable by distance nor death, to be cursed, yet blessed, to be together for eternity, to love and care, and to bring happiness to all who are around us.

On my birthday, for my third wish, I wish to be with the person I love. Together, Forever...

I love you, there's nothing to be done that can change this magical thought...

444!! O_o

wow.... Just after I posted my birthday thing at midnight today, i saw this.!!! 444!~ hehe... three same digits... wow^^ 

I got into pure science^^ hehe

Wow, when it was the turn for pure science class's students names to be called out, I was a little nervous^^

Me and two more of my friends (who got 8A's - due to their hard work), lets call them A and B, were a little uncertain because our names were not mentioned, but then~ A's name was mentioned, followed by B's name, and then mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha!!! happy lol^^

Then, we all went back to our classroom last year. Turns out that we are using the same classroom... =.= A little sad, cause we never cleaned up much after the clas party last year, and so, the class was in a dirty mess. I keep wondering how the SPM students were able to stand that while taking their exams last year. The blackboard's stain was still there, due to the cake, and other unknown liquid... And the tables were still stained with last year's drinks... Haiz... Damaged by our own doing... haha...

No matter, I'm very happy I got into pure science, so its all fine^^

Happy Sweet 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

Hehe... It's my birthday!!! woohooo~^^

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

16 years old liaos^^

still wanna play^^

birthday wishes... lemme see....

hmmm......

I wish.....................

and I also wish.......................................

haha....

if I told you, it wouldn't come true^^

keke.... So, happy birthday to myself^^

and thanks to all those who wished me early^^

that's all^^

finally,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

It's my birthday tomorrow^^

Yeah^^ Imma extremely happy^^

Still, i feel very "dai bi" cause i walk around whole school telling almost everyone I meet that it's my birthday tomorrow... 

Haiz....

No matter, just, happy birthday to me tomorrow!!!!^^

Tagged =.=

Thanks to Vivienne for tagging me lolx...
haiz...

according to vivienne's blog,
these are the tagging rules: 

-People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. 
-Choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. 

NO TAG backs! 

Hence,
i'm going to talk about my: 

5 weird habits, 
5 normal facts, 

and 5 little known facts about me ^^

PS: I have no idea what the "if" codes are for, i just copied them.

 


5 WEIRD HABITS



erm.... I sometimes talk to myself??? Does that count?


 



I walk around the school way too much??^^



I have a book with me in which I put in my ideas, (if I remember to) and never remember o use them when i need to... =.=

 


I don't really get why it is that some people like to talk bad about others... Does this count??

 


Finally, I like apples!!!!! Not eating them but drawings of them!!!^^


 


5 NORMAL FACTS




I like veggies^



 


Most people say I act like a girl/kid... I just wanna play lol... >.<

I love to eat^^ Hehe... who cares?? Eating is fun!!!



Yeah! Reading^^



I can't tell if I'm lying or not... =.=

 


5 LITTLE KNOWN FACTS




Okay... I'm not sure what this section means... So... I'm ust gonna try to be truthful.^^
Erm... I like light purple, pink, black and much more?^^

 


I absolutely love drawing and sketching!!!!!!!!!!! hehe^^
But I want to learn how to paint well though...



I wonder why lots of people are against boys liking/doing stuff that were once considered girly, for example having long nails, wanting to have a certain length of hair, liking certain colours, etc.



What more.... Hmmm.... I like to play^^ Anything at all!!! YEAH~!!!! hehe^^

 


Almost there... haha^^ My teacher made us all take a personality test and my highest score is Artistic, next is Investigative, then Realistic, and then Social, Enterprising and lastly, Conventional.^^
Kinda hpapy my highest is Artistic 'cause the definitionof artistic people kinda suits me, not all though...






That’s all !!  HAPPY!!! YEAH!!!! DONE!!!!!!

Oh yeah... The tagging...^^


 


Now let's see..... Hmmm... xD

@nna, Hooi Wen, Kian Yoon, Jingye, Kian Ying, Yu Tian, Kai Li, Ke Li, Jia Xin, and finally...
Wei Kei!!!^^ Lol.... I suddenly thought of you! Keke... hard luck^^

 

There are a few names I didn't mention because I'm not sure of them having blogs or not or that they don't have blogs, haiz... Especially one... T.T

However, those here are in so so so SO much trouble^^ haha...

Reminiscence

In the dark of night, a tall, dark figure stood alone on a forest glade, facing the rising moon. Strong gusts of wind were billowing hard against the trees, threatening to uproot them as the figure steeled itself against the wind. Tensing its muscles, it bounded high up into the sky, only to be brought down by the harsh wind. Despite its hard skin, countless falls had grazed it to the point that yellowish bones shone white against the insubstantial moonlight. Upon closer inspection, the area around the figure has been stained a crimson red and droplets of pearly black liquid can be seen clinging on to the pointy tips of the plants.

As the figure gathered itself for one final leap, the wind started to gain speed. With the increased burst of air, The figure was almost blown off its feet. Only with its grim determination was it able to stay afoot, and yet it prepared itself for one last jump. Closing its eyes to two small slits, the figure propelled itself into space and, with the help of the wind's thermal flow, the figure was able to soar high up into the sky and finally emerging above the clouds and bathing in the ethereal moonbeams for the first time.

Miraculously, the figure emerged unscathed with all its cuts healed. As it began the inevitable descent, the figure started to panic, for it had not foreseen this part of the process. In the confusion, the figure had dropped almost half the distance it had leaped up. With the ever increasing dropping speed, the figure had lost all hope of landing alive. Murmuring prayer after prayer, the figure's life flashed past its eyes, one such event lingering in its mind for a few moments during the flashback...

lazy type already^^ until next time then...^^

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Its 2009^^

A new year^^ a new start^^

good luck all^^

new life^^

new everything^^

haha^^

be happy^^

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