Regret

the feeling you feel when you've just done something you wish you haven't. you would give anything just to turn back the hands of time and correct your mistakes, but it's already too late.
"I really regret hurting the woman that I love."
"I have many regrets in life, but you were not one of them."

taken from www.urbandictionary.com

Thursday, January 29, 2009

SIANZ~

lol.... We started at 9am, until just now finished... later 8pm got another 1, but dun wan go...
i think we went 4 or 5 houses only... sianz lo... 1 house 2~6 hours.... haiz..... but we played a lot^^
sang at meetoto, they "played" cards^^, played the piano (very pro ehhs, my fren), watched tv, played PS2, and much more~ hehe..... also ok la^^

Hope 2moro's more fun^

初4

新年咯,要拜年了。为什么全部人都把和朋友拜年的那一天放在今天呢?要去都分不到身啊!T.T不爽!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Bye mousy year~^^

Just a few minutes more... And the mouse enters the semi-darkness of the zodiac chain... What we shall see next, is no doubt the entering of the bull/ox/cow, parading magnificently in its 4 legs and moo-ing happily as is the way we should all be, happy^^

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

KL trip...

Last sunday, I went to KL for a short trip^^ but it was fun^^

I went with a few of my friends from around here and Kuantan... We had to go to the bus station at 5am... Then we had to wait for about half an hour... Talk about the bus being late... 

Excluding meals, we went to visit “星洲总社” frst and we interacted with some of the KL xue ji's^^ They were very nice to (us) me^^ I learnt many things lol^^ The way they "care" for the rookies for example^^ hehe... so sad...^^

Due to the massive amount of time wasted there, we did not go to the National Library (what a waste). Instead, we went to Times Square, albeit wasting even more time being stuck in a jam. However, we saw a group of men and 1 of them was "kind" enough to dance a short break dance for us to see^^. Nice^^

I wanted to shop at Times Square but my sister had to drag me and a few of my friends to play games... haiz... boring... I was to envious of the beauty and artisticsm (is there a word like this?) of their clothes^^ Too late though. 

I did not go home with them cause my parents had things to do at KL, so they brought me home... Sad.. I missed a lot of things... T.T

Still, I missed many things by going to the trip... One way or another, I had to choose... T.T

It's almost time for Chinese New Year^^

Hehe... School is boring + busy... So many things to do, so little time do finish them... But for me, that little time = too much time wasted on homework... T.T

haiz...

Today I gave people the new year greeting cards i wrote, hope they were happy at getting them^^

To my friends who are in the pingpong and chess competition, the best of luck to you all^^

Saturday, January 17, 2009

每一天都重复着同样的生活:

早上-起身后洗刷然后上学,之后就读书……
中午-放学,回家冲凉吃饭然后补习。
下午-回来看戏休息然后发呆……
晚上-还是看着戏…… =.=
过了十二点-才肯把上床,然后再发呆……

我的生活是不是很闲?

haiz..... 只从他走了后,我的生活乐趣少了很多……
真的只有一个字能形容——“闲”

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

School start for 1 week already...

Still confused la... Don't know all my tuition time yet... Haha...

Can do what leh... All day slack will become lazy... KL trip this sunday!!! Whee~ Can meet everyone and play once more^^ Haha...

Reminding myself to bring a camera!!!! I read Sonnet 18 today^^ Its quite a simple poem lolz... Romantic in the eyes of some of my friends... =.= I didn't find it any good... I dunno why it felt empty... Mabye it's because I'm empty of feelings at that moment??? So sad... Haha...^^

Also, my last year's Form teacher came and gave us each a piece of paper to write a short text. Sian.... In any case, I have to go to school later for sports practice^^ That's all^^

Thursday, January 8, 2009

愿望3

不知不觉中,我的心早已飞到你的四周,无时无刻地围绕着你,看着你。直到我发现它失踪时,已经太迟了,因为它早已被你深深的迷住了。

爱一个人,是需要原因的吗?因为我已经不由自己地淹没在你的情海之中了。没有见到你,我想念你,见到你,我很开心,有机会可以跟你说话,我更开心……可是,我想要做的事情,有几个可以实现的呢?

虽然如此,我还是很希望,能有一天我们可以无忧无虑的开始参入对方的生活,展开无边无际的情感。

……我爱你……

Love x Hate

Love or hate... Not a single second passes without me thinking deeply about you... Everyday I feel as if you fill up every single part of my life, and yet, each time I cannot stop myself from hating you. Whether it is your choice to ignore me and then look for me only when you have to, or it is my fault as I never approached you, I do not know... However, I truly wish that you would actually acknowledge me as someone special in your life, someone who whould be there whenever you need him, the person who would be able to be with you all his life, be it joy, grief, bliss, woe, mirth, agony, frolic, hardship, melanchony, rue or jubliance. Undaunted by anything save the thought of you leaving him... Someone who you would share all your happiness with, as you would tell all your deepest fears, heartfelt remorse, acrid anguish, innocent hopes and more...

Someday, I hope that the light would shine upon us to guide our intertwined routes towrads a better future where we would be able to truly know each other and become anything we want without having to be bound by oaths, characteristic masks, words, unrequited love, illusions of the mind and more...

What I truly wish for, is for us to be together forever, untouched by time and space, each put under a violatile spell, unbreakable by distance nor death, to be cursed, yet blessed, to be together for eternity, to love and care, and to bring happiness to all who are around us.

On my birthday, for my third wish, I wish to be with the person I love. Together, Forever...

I love you, there's nothing to be done that can change this magical thought...

444!! O_o


wow.... Just after I posted my birthday thing at midnight today, i saw this.!!! 444!~ hehe... three same digits... wow^^ 

I got into pure science^^ hehe

Wow, when it was the turn for pure science class's students names to be called out, I was a little nervous^^

Me and two more of my friends (who got 8A's - due to their hard work), lets call them A and B, were a little uncertain because our names were not mentioned, but then~ A's name was mentioned, followed by B's name, and then mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha!!! happy lol^^

Then, we all went back to our classroom last year. Turns out that we are using the same classroom... =.= A little sad, cause we never cleaned up much after the clas party last year, and so, the class was in a dirty mess. I keep wondering how the SPM students were able to stand that while taking their exams last year. The blackboard's stain was still there, due to the cake, and other unknown liquid... And the tables were still stained with last year's drinks... Haiz... Damaged by our own doing... haha...

No matter, I'm very happy I got into pure science, so its all fine^^

Happy Sweet 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

Hehe... It's my birthday!!! woohooo~^^

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

16 years old liaos^^

still wanna play^^

birthday wishes... lemme see....

hmmm......

I wish.....................

and I also wish.......................................

haha....

if I told you, it wouldn't come true^^

keke.... So, happy birthday to myself^^

and thanks to all those who wished me early^^

that's all^^

finally,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

It's my birthday tomorrow^^

Yeah^^ Imma extremely happy^^

Still, i feel very "dai bi" cause i walk around whole school telling almost everyone I meet that it's my birthday tomorrow... 

Haiz....

No matter, just, happy birthday to me tomorrow!!!!^^

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Tagged =.=

Thanks to Vivienne for tagging me lolx...
haiz...

according to vivienne's blog,
these are the tagging rules: 


-People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. 
-Choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. 

NO TAG backs! 

Hence,
i'm going to talk about my: 

5 weird habits, 
5 normal facts, 

and 5 little known facts about me ^^

PS: I have no idea what the "if" codes are for, i just copied them.


 


5 WEIRD HABITS



erm.... I sometimes talk to myself??? Does that count?


 



I walk around the school way too much??^^



I have a book with me in which I put in my ideas, (if I remember to) and never remember o use them when i need to... =.=

 


I don't really get why it is that some people like to talk bad about others... Does this count??

 


Finally, I like apples!!!!! Not eating them but drawings of them!!!^^


 


5 NORMAL FACTS




I like veggies^



 


Most people say I act like a girl/kid... I just wanna play lol... >.<

I love to eat^^ Hehe... who cares?? Eating is fun!!!



Yeah! Reading^^



I can't tell if I'm lying or not... =.=

 


5 LITTLE KNOWN FACTS




Okay... I'm not sure what this section means... So... I'm ust gonna try to be truthful.^^
Erm... I like light purple, pink, black and much more?^^

 


I absolutely love drawing and sketching!!!!!!!!!!! hehe^^
But I want to learn how to paint well though...



I wonder why lots of people are against boys liking/doing stuff that were once considered girly, for example having long nails, wanting to have a certain length of hair, liking certain colours, etc.



What more.... Hmmm.... I like to play^^ Anything at all!!! YEAH~!!!! hehe^^

 


Almost there... haha^^ My teacher made us all take a personality test and my highest score is Artistic, next is Investigative, then Realistic, and then Social, Enterprising and lastly, Conventional.^^
Kinda hpapy my highest is Artistic 'cause the definitionof artistic people kinda suits me, not all though...






That’s all !!  HAPPY!!! YEAH!!!! DONE!!!!!!

Oh yeah... The tagging...^^


 


Now let's see..... Hmmm... xD

@nna, Hooi Wen, Kian Yoon, Jingye, Kian Ying, Yu Tian, Kai Li, Ke Li, Jia Xin, and finally...
Wei Kei!!!^^ Lol.... I suddenly thought of you! Keke... hard luck^^

 


There are a few names I didn't mention because I'm not sure of them having blogs or not or that they don't have blogs, haiz... Especially one... T.T

However, those here are in so so so SO much trouble^^ haha...

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Reminiscence

In the dark of night, a tall, dark figure stood alone on a forest glade, facing the rising moon. Strong gusts of wind were billowing hard against the trees, threatening to uproot them as the figure steeled itself against the wind. Tensing its muscles, it bounded high up into the sky, only to be brought down by the harsh wind. Despite its hard skin, countless falls had grazed it to the point that yellowish bones shone white against the insubstantial moonlight. Upon closer inspection, the area around the figure has been stained a crimson red and droplets of pearly black liquid can be seen clinging on to the pointy tips of the plants.

As the figure gathered itself for one final leap, the wind started to gain speed. With the increased burst of air, The figure was almost blown off its feet. Only with its grim determination was it able to stay afoot, and yet it prepared itself for one last jump. Closing its eyes to two small slits, the figure propelled itself into space and, with the help of the wind's thermal flow, the figure was able to soar high up into the sky and finally emerging above the clouds and bathing in the ethereal moonbeams for the first time.

Miraculously, the figure emerged unscathed with all its cuts healed. As it began the inevitable descent, the figure started to panic, for it had not foreseen this part of the process. In the confusion, the figure had dropped almost half the distance it had leaped up. With the ever increasing dropping speed, the figure had lost all hope of landing alive. Murmuring prayer after prayer, the figure's life flashed past its eyes, one such event lingering in its mind for a few moments during the flashback...

lazy type already^^ until next time then...^^

Thursday, January 1, 2009

pretty new year creations^^ (by people i know^^)

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look nicer in msn

Its 2009^^

A new year^^ a new start^^

good luck all^^

new life^^

new everything^^

haha^^

be happy^^

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