Mother's Day...

Mother's Day is almost ending...
What did I do today...

I slept late(4am),
I woke up late(around 12pm),
I slacked until 2 to go to tuition...
I then went to church for who knows why...
around 6.30 I reached home...
Then i played pc until now...
Wait... I ate for a while... Mummy cooked fish + mushroom + pumpkin.. Nice^^
That's about all... I feel like a failure...
Its the worst Mother's Day I've celebrated...
Why did I not do... T.T

So many things happened since I entered Form 4...
My life has become hectic...
I go to an average of 2 tuitions a day...
I waste at least 8 to 9 hours at school...
The time I waste going to and fro from each tuition...
I was like what the h3ll when i heard my friend only has 2 tuitions!!!
Why does my parents give me so many..

Why am I suddenly into blogging again???
I sleep around 10~4 each day... why the variation???

I learnt that some age groups share secrets as if they were natural...
I was shocked...
My hoax was almost found out..
Oh my God....
I made a lot of friends..
Albeit some scary ones...
Found some nice ones....

I changed my number...
I started to spend more time on my phone...
On the computer...
What is going to be of my studies...
The 心理测验 (can anyone who knows tell me what it is in English?) that I did told me something bad... I'm not sure between two answers...
This is a summary of both answers...
##I have an extremely flowery heart~
##I have high expectations but when it comes to me doing it I don't accomplish much...
##I can do and prepare everything but if that thing is cancelled I just let it be...
##I am an extreme daydreamer... I just expect things go come out at its best....
##The other answer is a direct contrast... and I am both answers, yet i am not... What now...

I really miss blogging....
I let so many things go...
I changed for the worse...
I want to become...
Why am I like this...
Wow... Haha...

My friends have very complicated and interesting lives^^
If you actually take the time to watch...
Their lives are a lot more interesting than what you get in movies^^
Hehe... What am I talking about^^
I've strayed so far away from the title... wow...
Haha^^ I don't want to write much.... Each letter is breaking me up more...
Sad... T.T

I just want to Shut Up and Keep Quiet but why do I keep on chattering, talking, experimenting... and more... I just want to be (...)^^ thanks...