ΜïčħãέŁ || Ħєå٧эņ’ş Яể۹ǖĩэм

没有你的天空

2011-01-20T02:53:00.000+08:00

黑暗

冷淡

无色

无味

Singles

2010-12-04T11:05:00.002+08:00

Another day another night

Another night another dream...

Dreams of loss and despair

Dreams of you and me

Dreams of lust and desire

Get out

Frustrated!

2010-11-17T20:45:00.001+08:00

瓦老！！！

出去买一个东西都做不好！

真的失败！

Love x Hate

2010-11-11T01:22:00.003+08:00

I used to tell myself, you were angel that came from heaven. I still do.

I used to tell myself, I wanted only the best for you. I still do.

I used to tell myself, you were all that I needed. I still do.

I used to tell myself, your smile could light up my day. I still do.

I used to tell myself, I couldn't live without you. I still do.

I used to tell myself, I could look at you all day. I still do.

I used to tell myself, I love you. I still do.

I used to tell myself many more things about you. I still do.

For each day that passes, I feel a part of myself breaking away from me.

I love you. You have him. He loves you. I stay behind.

You know. You don't care.

I tell myself to hate you over and over again. I cannot.

I tell myself to forget you over and over again. I cannot.

I ask myself, Do I love you?

I squirm my eyes,

I listen intently,

and a whisper deep within my heart resonates...

I do...

Good night.

Heartbroken - Quiz

2010-11-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

Are you heartbroken?

Created By : lastdream

taken from www.quizfarm.com

Apple

2010-10-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

APPLE

Longing~

2009-09-07T02:28:00.003+08:00

I miss my phone I miss you I miss my freedom I miss my happiness I miss my life I miss my self I miss the world I miss chance I miss luck I miss dreams I miss tears I miss feelings I miss touch I miss taste I miss hopes I miss angels I miss clouds I miss writings I miss stories I miss darkness I miss light I miss plants I miss magic I miss love I miss reading I miss my smile I miss my friends I miss my soul I miss my heart I miss my voice I miss the music I miss the truth I miss the openness I miss the ignorance I miss the bliss I miss the water I miss the rain I miss the movies I miss the food I miss the drinks I miss the card I miss the pictures I miss everyone but most importantly, I miss you~

2009-08-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

i love this song^^

2009-07-19T21:38:00.001+08:00

Tired a^^ haha^^
today so happy^^
do so many things~
wow^^

meeting><

2009-07-19T04:49:00.000+08:00

aiyo~ I so many times no go jor><
busy ma... i also dunno how say... everytime explain jor then see again my explanation feel dao very bad de... T.T
I wanna go de leh... don't angry please... T。T
next week de i sure go...
no matter what~!!!

2009-07-16T22:02:00.001+08:00

haha^^

M - Makes dating fun

I - is really sweet & romantic

C - selfish

H - stick to one

A - crazy

E - has gorgeous eyes

L - is a very good kisser

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L - is a very good kisser

I - is really sweet & romantic

M - Makes dating fun

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Y - is loved by everyone

A - crazy

N - is a very good kisser too!

G - very outgoing

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S - makes people laugh

O - has one of the best personalities ever

N - is a very good kisser too!

G - very outgoing

what do you think？

Apple comes back again^~^

2009-07-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

hehe^^
I love apples^^ in school i draw the word very beautiful... WA^^
hehe^^
I will post it sometime~

many things happened lo~
make my life.... Haiz... dunno how a...
many ppl suddenly become serious... wow!!!
or maybe they were serious before but i never acknowledged?

Exam's coming~ Good luck^^

School Starts... Again...><

2009-06-14T09:29:00.001+08:00

After the two week holiday (which I played non-stop), I kinda feel like I cannot sync back to normal life.. OMG... My school starts tomorrow, my stuff are not done, my head is still spinning, I am still spinning... Haiz... I miss my friends^^ Who? secret^^ haha...

全国营……

2009-06-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

明天就要去了哦。。。
早一天进营。。。
想念很多人啊。。。 T.T

3 days...

2009-05-17T11:17:00.001+08:00

Hehe^^ the first three days of exam has passed^^ 2 more weeks^^ yayaya~

Mother's Day...

2009-05-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

Mother's Day is almost ending...
What did I do today...

I slept late(4am),
I woke up late(around 12pm),
I slacked until 2 to go to tuition...
I then went to church for who knows why...
around 6.30 I reached home...
Then i played pc until now...
Wait... I ate for a while... Mummy cooked fish + mushroom + pumpkin.. Nice^^
That's about all... I feel like a failure...
Its the worst Mother's Day I've celebrated...
Why did I not do... T.T

So many things happened since I entered Form 4...
My life has become hectic...
I go to an average of 2 tuitions a day...
I waste at least 8 to 9 hours at school...
The time I waste going to and fro from each tuition...
I was like what the h3ll when i heard my friend only has 2 tuitions!!!
Why does my parents give me so many..

Why am I suddenly into blogging again???
I sleep around 10~4 each day... why the variation???

I learnt that some age groups share secrets as if they were natural...
I was shocked...
My hoax was almost found out..
Oh my God....
I made a lot of friends..
Albeit some scary ones...
Found some nice ones....

I changed my number...
I started to spend more time on my phone...
On the computer...
What is going to be of my studies...
The 心理测验 (can anyone who knows tell me what it is in English?) that I did told me something bad... I'm not sure between two answers...
This is a summary of both answers...
##I have an extremely flowery heart~
##I have high expectations but when it comes to me doing it I don't accomplish much...
##I can do and prepare everything but if that thing is cancelled I just let it be...
##I am an extreme daydreamer... I just expect things go come out at its best....
##The other answer is a direct contrast... and I am both answers, yet i am not... What now...

I really miss blogging....
I let so many things go...
I changed for the worse...
I want to become...
Why am I like this...
Wow... Haha...

My friends have very complicated and interesting lives^^
If you actually take the time to watch...
Their lives are a lot more interesting than what you get in movies^^
Hehe... What am I talking about^^
I've strayed so far away from the title... wow...
Haha^^ I don't want to write much.... Each letter is breaking me up more...
Sad... T.T

I just want to Shut Up and Keep Quiet but why do I keep on chattering, talking, experimenting... and more... I just want to be (...)^^ thanks...

Wasted

2009-05-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

My life is disappearing~
Help?^

exam lor^^

2009-05-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

going to exam ler~ i wish u all good luck^^

BLEK~

2009-04-29T22:52:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU^^

Blogging...

2009-04-05T01:22:00.002+08:00

Hehe... It's been a while since I posted here >.<

xD So many things has happen to me in that space of time... I got tanner =.= sad... T.T I entered comeptitions but for some reason I gave them up at the last second... Weird... Special things happened too^^ secret ones^^ haha^^ I learnt some new stuff... Found out some interesting things... I would tell but I rather not^^ no time =.=

Will do when I have the time^^ Muaxx and bye^^

P.S. }} 今天学记改选哦^^ 几好玩一下……

Waaa....~

2009-02-17T22:15:00.001+08:00

Both of my friends who just became prefects wear their uniform very yeng leh!!!!!

Muaxxxxxx~

Get Well Soon!!!

2009-02-17T22:12:00.001+08:00

To my dearest friend:

Hope you get well soon and never fall prey to that illness again!!!^^

Feelings

2009-02-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

My feelings...

Haiz... Not so sure about how I am feeling nowadays... Sometimes I feel like crying or i might suddenly get extremely angry.... Why is it so? One second I can stand anything you say and the next, I might want to scream at top top of my lungs at you... Now I am stable, but when will my feelings be volatile again? T.T I just made my friends worry about me... I don't want that to happen...

Why can't my feelings be like this?

Or like this?

Or maybe even this partial calmness with a spark of lightning...

Like the picture, they are now scattered, waiting to fall hard onto the ground, and cause a big shockwave... Changing everything...

However... I shall always remind myself to:

Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T16:05:00.002+08:00

I know it's a little late, but i saw this on the net...^^

This is for you^^:

If, out of time I could pick one moment and keep it shining, always new,of all the days that I have lived, I would pick the day, I met you...

Haha.. nice?

<3>

元宵节Chinese Valentine's day...

2009-02-09T23:52:00.001+08:00

In these last few minutes of the final day of the 15 days of chinese new year, i hope that everyone fares well^^

元宵节快乐！元宵节也就是华人的情人节哦！不要浪费这个机会^^

good luck in all your lives^^

RE: L-O-V-E pics

2009-02-07T23:36:00.006+08:00

lazy resize la... c lidat la har^^ hehe

busy busy~

2009-02-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

haha...

I finally have some time to update my blog!!!
FINALLY!!!! HAHA^^

Very happy^^

Many things happened this week^^

The NO.2 thing i wanna do: LEARN AS MANY THINGS AS I CAN!!!!

^^ happy hor??^^^

i wanna play also^^ so playing is number 1!!! hehe...

nothing beats having fun^^

SIANZ~

2009-01-29T19:44:00.002+08:00

lol.... We started at 9am, until just now finished... later 8pm got another 1, but dun wan go...
i think we went 4 or 5 houses only... sianz lo... 1 house 2~6 hours.... haiz..... but we played a lot^^
sang at meetoto, they "played" cards^^, played the piano (very pro ehhs, my fren), watched tv, played PS2, and much more~ hehe..... also ok la^^

Hope 2moro's more fun^

初4

2009-01-29T10:11:00.002+08:00

新年咯，要拜年了。为什么全部人都把和朋友拜年的那一天放在今天呢？要去都分不到身啊！T.T不爽！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Bye mousy year~^^

2009-01-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Just a few minutes more... And the mouse enters the semi-darkness of the zodiac chain... What we shall see next, is no doubt the entering of the bull/ox/cow, parading magnificently in its 4 legs and moo-ing happily as is the way we should all be, happy^^

KL trip...

2009-01-20T15:47:00.002+08:00

Last sunday, I went to KL for a short trip^^ but it was fun^^

I went with a few of my friends from around here and Kuantan... We had to go to the bus station at 5am... Then we had to wait for about half an hour... Talk about the bus being late...

Excluding meals, we went to visit “星洲总社” frst and we interacted with some of the KL xue ji's^^ They were very nice to (us) me^^ I learnt many things lol^^ The way they "care" for the rookies for example^^ hehe... so sad...^^

Due to the massive amount of time wasted there, we did not go to the National Library (what a waste). Instead, we went to Times Square, albeit wasting even more time being stuck in a jam. However, we saw a group of men and 1 of them was "kind" enough to dance a short break dance for us to see^^. Nice^^

I wanted to shop at Times Square but my sister had to drag me and a few of my friends to play games... haiz... boring... I was to envious of the beauty and artisticsm (is there a word like this?) of their clothes^^ Too late though.

I did not go home with them cause my parents had things to do at KL, so they brought me home... Sad.. I missed a lot of things... T.T

Still, I missed many things by going to the trip... One way or another, I had to choose... T.T

It's almost time for Chinese New Year^^

2009-01-20T15:41:00.002+08:00

Hehe... School is boring + busy... So many things to do, so little time do finish them... But for me, that little time = too much time wasted on homework... T.T

haiz...

Today I gave people the new year greeting cards i wrote, hope they were happy at getting them^^

To my friends who are in the pingpong and chess competition, the best of luck to you all^^

闲

2009-01-17T16:46:00.001+08:00

每一天都重复着同样的生活：

早上-起身后洗刷然后上学，之后就读书……
中午-放学，回家冲凉吃饭然后补习。
下午-回来看戏休息然后发呆……
晚上-还是看着戏…… =.=
过了十二点-才肯把上床，然后再发呆……

我的生活是不是很闲？

haiz..... 只从他走了后，我的生活乐趣少了很多……
真的只有一个字能形容——“闲”

Tuitions =.=

2009-01-16T16:59:00.001+08:00

School starts, so many tuitions!!!!

ARRRGH!!!!

School start for 1 week already...

2009-01-13T15:33:00.002+08:00

Still confused la... Don't know all my tuition time yet... Haha...

Can do what leh... All day slack will become lazy... KL trip this sunday!!! Whee~ Can meet everyone and play once more^^ Haha...

Reminding myself to bring a camera!!!! I read Sonnet 18 today^^ Its quite a simple poem lolz... Romantic in the eyes of some of my friends... =.= I didn't find it any good... I dunno why it felt empty... Mabye it's because I'm empty of feelings at that moment??? So sad... Haha...^^

Also, my last year's Form teacher came and gave us each a piece of paper to write a short text. Sian.... In any case, I have to go to school later for sports practice^^ That's all^^

愿望3

2009-01-08T21:17:00.004+08:00

不知不觉中，我的心早已飞到你的四周，无时无刻地围绕着你，看着你。直到我发现它失踪时，已经太迟了，因为它早已被你深深的迷住了。

爱一个人，是需要原因的吗？因为我已经不由自己地淹没在你的情海之中了。没有见到你，我想念你，见到你，我很开心，有机会可以跟你说话，我更开心……可是，我想要做的事情，有几个可以实现的呢？

虽然如此，我还是很希望，能有一天我们可以无忧无虑的开始参入对方的生活，展开无边无际的情感。

……我爱你……

Love x Hate

2009-01-08T20:40:00.002+08:00

Love or hate... Not a single second passes without me thinking deeply about you... Everyday I feel as if you fill up every single part of my life, and yet, each time I cannot stop myself from hating you. Whether it is your choice to ignore me and then look for me only when you have to, or it is my fault as I never approached you, I do not know... However, I truly wish that you would actually acknowledge me as someone special in your life, someone who whould be there whenever you need him, the person who would be able to be with you all his life, be it joy, grief, bliss, woe, mirth, agony, frolic, hardship, melanchony, rue or jubliance. Undaunted by anything save the thought of you leaving him... Someone who you would share all your happiness with, as you would tell all your deepest fears, heartfelt remorse, acrid anguish, innocent hopes and more...

Someday, I hope that the light would shine upon us to guide our intertwined routes towrads a better future where we would be able to truly know each other and become anything we want without having to be bound by oaths, characteristic masks, words, unrequited love, illusions of the mind and more...

What I truly wish for, is for us to be together forever, untouched by time and space, each put under a violatile spell, unbreakable by distance nor death, to be cursed, yet blessed, to be together for eternity, to love and care, and to bring happiness to all who are around us.

On my birthday, for my third wish, I wish to be with the person I love. Together, Forever...

I love you, there's nothing to be done that can change this magical thought...

444!! O_o

2009-01-08T16:15:00.002+08:00

wow.... Just after I posted my birthday thing at midnight today, i saw this.!!! 444!~ hehe... three same digits... wow^^

I got into pure science^^ hehe

2009-01-08T16:07:00.002+08:00

Wow, when it was the turn for pure science class's students names to be called out, I was a little nervous^^

Me and two more of my friends (who got 8A's - due to their hard work), lets call them A and B, were a little uncertain because our names were not mentioned, but then~ A's name was mentioned, followed by B's name, and then mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha!!! happy lol^^

Then, we all went back to our classroom last year. Turns out that we are using the same classroom... =.= A little sad, cause we never cleaned up much after the clas party last year, and so, the class was in a dirty mess. I keep wondering how the SPM students were able to stand that while taking their exams last year. The blackboard's stain was still there, due to the cake, and other unknown liquid... And the tables were still stained with last year's drinks... Haiz... Damaged by our own doing... haha...

No matter, I'm very happy I got into pure science, so its all fine^^

Happy Sweet 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

2009-01-08T00:02:00.001+08:00

Hehe... It's my birthday!!! woohooo~^^

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

16 years old liaos^^

still wanna play^^

birthday wishes... lemme see....

hmmm......

I wish.....................

and I also wish.......................................

haha....

if I told you, it wouldn't come true^^

keke.... So, happy birthday to myself^^

and thanks to all those who wished me early^^

that's all^^

finally,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

It's my birthday tomorrow^^

2009-01-07T19:19:00.002+08:00

Yeah^^ Imma extremely happy^^

Still, i feel very "dai bi" cause i walk around whole school telling almost everyone I meet that it's my birthday tomorrow...

Haiz....

No matter, just, happy birthday to me tomorrow!!!!^^

Tagged =.=

2009-01-06T19:12:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Vivienne for tagging me lolx...
haiz...

according to vivienne's blog,
these are the tagging rules:

-People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
-Choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

NO TAG backs!

Hence,
i'm going to talk about my:

5 weird habits,
5 normal facts,

and 5 little known facts about me ^^

PS: I have no idea what the "if" codes are for, i just copied them.

5 WEIRD HABITS

erm.... I sometimes talk to myself??? Does that count?

I walk around the school way too much??^^

I have a book with me in which I put in my ideas, (if I remember to) and never remember o use them when i need to... =.=

I don't really get why it is that some people like to talk bad about others... Does this count??

Finally, I like apples!!!!! Not eating them but drawings of them!!!^^

5 NORMAL FACTS

I like veggies^

Most people say I act like a girl/kid... I just wanna play lol... >.<

I love to eat^^ Hehe... who cares?? Eating is fun!!!

Yeah! Reading^^

I can't tell if I'm lying or not... =.=

5 LITTLE KNOWN FACTS

Okay... I'm not sure what this section means... So... I'm ust gonna try to be truthful.^^
Erm... I like light purple, pink, black and much more?^^

I absolutely love drawing and sketching!!!!!!!!!!! hehe^^
But I want to learn how to paint well though...

I wonder why lots of people are against boys liking/doing stuff that were once considered girly, for example having long nails, wanting to have a certain length of hair, liking certain colours, etc.

What more.... Hmmm.... I like to play^^ Anything at all!!! YEAH~!!!! hehe^^

Almost there... haha^^ My teacher made us all take a personality test and my highest score is Artistic, next is Investigative, then Realistic, and then Social, Enterprising and lastly, Conventional.^^
Kinda hpapy my highest is Artistic 'cause the definitionof artistic people kinda suits me, not all though...

That’s all !! HAPPY!!! YEAH!!!! DONE!!!!!!

Oh yeah... The tagging...^^

Now let's see..... Hmmm... xD

@nna, Hooi Wen, Kian Yoon, Jingye, Kian Ying, Yu Tian, Kai Li, Ke Li, Jia Xin, and finally...
Wei Kei!!!^^ Lol.... I suddenly thought of you! Keke... hard luck^^

There are a few names I didn't mention because I'm not sure of them having blogs or not or that they don't have blogs, haiz... Especially one... T.T

However, those here are in so so so SO much trouble^^ haha...

Reminiscence

2009-01-03T17:10:00.003+08:00

In the dark of night, a tall, dark figure stood alone on a forest glade, facing the rising moon. Strong gusts of wind were billowing hard against the trees, threatening to uproot them as the figure steeled itself against the wind. Tensing its muscles, it bounded high up into the sky, only to be brought down by the harsh wind. Despite its hard skin, countless falls had grazed it to the point that yellowish bones shone white against the insubstantial moonlight. Upon closer inspection, the area around the figure has been stained a crimson red and droplets of pearly black liquid can be seen clinging on to the pointy tips of the plants.

As the figure gathered itself for one final leap, the wind started to gain speed. With the increased burst of air, The figure was almost blown off its feet. Only with its grim determination was it able to stay afoot, and yet it prepared itself for one last jump. Closing its eyes to two small slits, the figure propelled itself into space and, with the help of the wind's thermal flow, the figure was able to soar high up into the sky and finally emerging above the clouds and bathing in the ethereal moonbeams for the first time.

Miraculously, the figure emerged unscathed with all its cuts healed. As it began the inevitable descent, the figure started to panic, for it had not foreseen this part of the process. In the confusion, the figure had dropped almost half the distance it had leaped up. With the ever increasing dropping speed, the figure had lost all hope of landing alive. Murmuring prayer after prayer, the figure's life flashed past its eyes, one such event lingering in its mind for a few moments during the flashback...

lazy type already^^ until next time then...^^

pretty new year creations^^ (by people i know^^)

2009-01-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

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Its 2009^^

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

A new year^^ a new start^^

good luck all^^

new life^^

new everything^^

haha^^

be happy^^

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On second thought...

2008-12-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

This will only be my final one this year^^

hehe^^

now....

This year has been a very fun and interesting one^^

I know that my life will get better and better as i live^^

as do yours^^

so... I wish u all,

A GOOD LIFE^^

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2008 - my final post this year...

2008-12-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

This is the my last post for this year...

In a few minutes...

......

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can be heard^^

so i wish u all the best...

MapleStory

2008-12-30T20:07:00.001+08:00

最近发现原来还有很多朋友还玩着这个网上游戏……

还有几个尽然才刚刚开始玩？！

其实这个游戏……

还算不错吧？因为我可以在那儿见到他们^^haha

如果还有谁还有玩这个游戏的，可以告诉我吗？这样大家可以一起玩，那个有点闲的游戏总算会有多一点吸引力吧^^

Whoever is still playing MapleSEA, not private servers, please leave a comment^^

My result^^

2008-12-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

I got 6A's and 2B's^^

Chinese B!!!!!!!!!!!
Geography B
Malay A
English A
Mathematics A
Science A
KH - PK A!!!!!!
SEJARAH get A OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

It's a lot higher than my expectattions, since I never studied^^

I'm really happy and grateful i got such a good result^^ haha...

D-day.. =.=

2008-12-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

In about 12hours, I will be in school taking my PMR results... Hope I can feel relieved after seeing my results (hoping for good ones >.<) Haha, and to everyone out there, I wish you all the best^^

~xl0lx~

2008-12-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

PMr result wan out ady^^

30th dec^^ all good luck, mii oso^^

Back frm pei xun ying... a bit sian de camp...

so sian i no heart play...

zzzz

but every1 (xcept me) oso try their hardest liao la, so good work^^

Back Home

2008-12-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

After 3 days there, I'm finally home!!!

haha, met a lot of new people there, albeit seeing a few of my friends there...

The camp was fun!!! Lots of interesting things to do, see and hear!!!

I miss everyone there!!! Not even the connectivity of the world now can replace the empty feeling inside... hope to meet u all again soon^^

muaxxx, Atra esterní ono thelduin, Mor'ranr lífa unin hjarta o^^

kuantan camp~

2008-11-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

Everyone please come^^

It's an interesting camp^^ My friends are organising it^^

For more deatils, please contact:

筹委会主席庄雪芳（016－9535843）
筹委会秘书邹采颖（016－9863233）
筹委会秘书曾宝璇（017－9739188）

dun play miss call,open for everyone in Form2~5 O_o

5~7 dec

Final day - Holiday begins...

2008-11-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

Okay... I now I'm supposed to be happy. I am, but I've alerady started to miss some people. T.T 555555555555555555555~ (cries) I miss them~ *hic* T.T

School was fun today!^^ Had fun with lots of people^^ Hehe, happy^^

I miss uue!!!!!! T.T

(wipes tears) See you all next year^^

*waves* byes^^

再过一天

2008-11-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

最近没有用华语因为软件出了些故障，现在好了^^

================================

明天以后，不知何时才能见到你。希望你假期事生活不闷，脸上还经常挂着笑容。也许你不会读到这些东西，但我还是祝你假期快乐。或许你刚好遇上我的部落格，我也不勉强你读；可能读了你的心不会有什么感觉，但我还是渴望可以和你一起度过那闷长的日子。

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OMG, too long no write Chinese liao, very bad >.<

school day countdown (1 more to go)^^

2008-11-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

The presence of my classmates getting rarer and rarer... Only a few of us came to school today, heck i don't know why I go to school. 1 thing is for sure, it's boring! Tomorrow is the last day of school, not really anticipating it, cause it would mean staying apart from (...) for some time.... I just found out that I have nothing else to say >.< hehe... That's all I think, byes^^ happy holidays^^

Your eyes are so enthralling...

2008-11-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

Can't help staring at them!!!
So sweet!!!!!
Wah~
Losing myself in them...
Can't hold it >.<
Pretty.........
Je vous aime - Ich liebe Sie - Amo-o - Я люблю Вас - Le amo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xD

As time passes...

2008-11-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

SPM 1st day!!!
all jyjy^^

hehe... Look, its Tuesday... Lolz, I sat in front of my computer for a whole day and realized that I had nothing to do. Its kind of sad actually. Then I kept logging in and out of my msn, and hat wasn't much fun either. I finished most of my games on my comp today and played all the online games, and finally, now. I have nothing left to play... >.<>

P.S. hehe.. Alister, I saw what you wrote on that paper^^ Interesting >: /
wakakakaka^^

学海=XueHai

2008-11-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

hehe^^

Today's the first time I sold XueHai in my school^^

It's normally done by my sis, but she has an exam, so.... what the heck^^

Well, Jay Chou was both inside and on the back cover of the mag, so many people wanted it xD...

54 of them, Sold in 15mins!!!! wow!!!!

haha..... I even forgot to leave 1 for myself... Lolz^^

I'll ask around to borrow one... haha

Btw, his new cd, nice background^^

I like the legendary look, though it dosen't suit his clothing, kinda strange.... >.<

I go to such a "good" school^^

2008-11-03T18:49:00.000+08:00

Today, I woke up late, so I reached school late... (common sense lol)

The thing is that, all Form 3 students, I mean all those who came, had a very "holy" job to carry out in the name of the principal! It was.... PICKING UP TRASH!!!!! Let's hear it for the principal!! W00t~ Clever huh? Picking up trash without ditractions due to other students having their end of year examinations. So intimately put together that everyone knew at once that it was futile.

However, I slept in class! 3 consecutive days of 4am, my eyes were hurting!!! Only for half an hour though... >.<

I bought a new book, "Skin Hunger" ^^

But i don't know if it's a new book though, so I'll look for the the next book next week when i go there again.^^

I like it.^^ Shut up or stop reading if you do not! It's my choice! Blek~ xP

Cliffhanger lolz^^

期待-ing

OMG, what should I do at school tomorrow? It's the same activity! I don't know if I can last that long!!!!

Year-end is around the corner^^

2008-11-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, or today since it's already past midnight,

it's the final exam for all the students (not in Form 3 and 5)!!!!

I wish you all good luck and that dun ponteng exam!!!

LOL^^

So that you would be forever happy

2008-10-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

我帮老师把比赛得奖的作文打入电脑。我发现，小说组得奖的只有两个是写爱情的。我觉得，其总有一个很好。故事太长了，我也懒惰去简略。只给题目吧，废是她发现了骂我——“幸福二月十四日”。也许你认为古题目不是很好，或者会让你感到很纳闷……但是我读了那篇，感觉到很好。

that's all^^

fyi, I love rants!!!

Wish upon a shooting star

2008-10-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

见到你时，

我总是觉得有点尴尬…

没有看到你，

又怕你会遇到危险…

一天到晚，

只能望着你的照片，

不停地回想哀叹，

如果当天我作出另一种决定，

你会不会接受我？

让我把心中的爱，

输入你的体内，

保护你、支持你，

让你永远拥有温馨的生活，

不再被记忆中的黑影恐吓…

但是，

我没有能力倒流时间，

现在，

只能默默地望着你，

祝福你…

但愿你永远健健康康地活下去，

在此也希望你那甜美的笑容

亦永远挂在你漂亮的脸孔上。

All the best^^

One word: haiz...

2008-10-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

If it even is a word...

By the way, I'm going to start posting again, this time, it's for real.
The week after PMR passed excrutiatingly slowly. It's KILLING me.

There's nothing to do!
Okay, I still go to school. It's really not that bad really, if you take away all those boring hours wasted there, doing next to nothing. Even the so-called programmes the teacher "promised" us are not actually being done.

You know, the board game programme? We were left in the lecture hall for almost six hours! Six! Think, how much else would you be able to do within that given time? The newspaper reading "event". Another obsolete failure. Only about 10 people were left when they finaly remembered that there was such a thing sheduled for us. This time, we went to the school hall... To sit down, nothing else. However, we did get to play basketball this morning, hopefully things will change for the better.

After all, we (hardworking Form 3 students) did work as hard as we could to ace PMR. Now that it's over, YOU're telling me that we gained our freedom in the sense that we do not have to study? What? You expect our brains to get back to full power after this long wasted break?

This is a waste of time... >.<

PMR before, during and after...

2008-10-24T03:18:00.000+08:00

Before:

1) everyday study (my frenz la... mii still play... =.=")

2) go skul bag filled wif skul "latihan" papers... (thick as a dictionary!)

3) pressure (also limited to my friends only, imma cold blooded O_o)

4) every second in skul gt teacher!!!! WOW shud b a record^^

5) msn only a few form3 ppl on... haiz...

6) almost every1 i wished me gud luck^^ (thanks to all of you, also to those whose wishes never reached my ear O_o)

7) 1 day before!!! chg classes^^ sit thr, do nth, no teacher (xcept for our form teacher) chat, and i got a prize^^

8) I'm sure there's more, can't put my finger on it^^ tell me if I missed anything (which I'm sure i did)

During:

1) Everyday go school hall (at least i think thats what its called @.@) exam...

2) Look at the exam papers...

3) Write down/ shade the answers... Guessed a few^^

4) Meet the examiners everyday...

5) Get to go home early^^ lolx

6) Counting the days...

7) Again, I'm sure theres more... >.<

After:

1) Still as boring as ever, especially in school!!

2) I was asked to help prepare the "jamuan" HELP!!!

3) Wow, I never knew teachers could imprison students in the lecture hall that long...

4) 7.30am - 1.45pm inside there, dunno do what!!

5) Lock door summore!!! Ponteng oso gone liao lar, still lock 4 wat? scare we steal the phones u took frm us ah??

6) Play computer everyday till late late.... wasting my life away!!

7) I need a life! Arrrghh!!! (btw, the piano frm the radio sounds nice^^)

8) I know I know, i missed a lot, just lemme know and I'll add more^^

Disclaimer!!! : This is just harmless ranting! Don't any of you dare relate this to anything else!

L8 @ nite

2008-10-18T04:18:00.001+08:00

haha guess the time here?^^

4.30am^

wth am i doing still staying awake??

hehe....

guess guess.....!!!!^^

drop comments >.<

HAppy Birthday!!!

2008-09-12T23:26:00.001+08:00

hehe... to yvonne of coz... and my mum!!!! hehe!!!

the cake very tasty... wow^^

both of uue same day born, hehe, nice....

2day is 斗牛，要不要 last episode hor^^

even if i missed the questions.... still, the movie was nice^^

>.<>

wait.... i remember!!!

before i finish,

i must say,

I MISS YOU^^

There is nothing left to see....

2008-08-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

It's juz a little past midnight...

why do i have to sleep now??? arrrggghhh!!!

its so boring...

why is eveyone sleeping now??

wait.. i just checked my msn... 26 people are still online...

and only 2 are talking to me!!

omg the olympics opening juz finished^^

888... nice number

wait... it hasn't finished, I just switched it off...

i hav enothing to do...

i just watched a really nice movie^^

but they kept distracting me...

im ranting....

what to say???

erm....

i got my phone back a few days ago^^

really psyched^

but... i still had no money to put in!!arrrgggh! why???

come on!!i juz used up some money due to my over excessive phone calls to my friends!!!

okok... a lot... but u didn't have to use my allowance to pay it back!

come on! what am i supposed to eat??? how am i supposed to pay?

idk how to solve this!

btw, at school, something weird happened!!!

this gal likes this boy...

but he has another person who he likes...

when the girl tels him she ikes him, he ran away...

what a sucker.... come on..

if u dun like her, juz tell her...

it saves a lot of time anyways...

any things to play???

im kinda bored now...

wow... don't those 2 sleep?

haha... thats all^^ hav fun^^

edit: 12.52 am

awww.... both of my dragons died...

im sowwie 4 not taking good care of u 2...

have a nice after life^^

edit: 1.35 am...

still can't sleep!!!

Life

2008-06-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

A person's life I just hope that
is supposed you will be happier,
to be lived alongside everyone..
to the fullest.

跌倒

2008-06-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

你曾经为了我，
默默地付出，
你的所有。
没有见到我，
你的心里会十分混乱，
同时，
也会很紧张。。。
紧张我发生了什么事，
为什么缺席。。。

其实，
我的确嫌过你很烦，
骂了你，
狠狠地赶走你。。。
可是，
你依然在我这儿，
不顾一切，
尽了你的能力，
把所有烦着我的东西，
一一解开。。。

现在，
你不在了，
我才知道，
你为了我，
付出的所有。

我希望，
你读了这一篇后，
可以原谅我，
然后回到我的身边。
我知道这样不能代表什么，
也不是很有意思，
但是，
我真得知错了，
希望你能原谅我。。。

^^fwenz 4 eva... xD

失去的没有

2008-05-29T13:19:00.000+08:00

原有的没有有何没有，
再有的没有何谓不在？
有和没有有何没有？
没有的有和有的没有，
有没有有的没有和没有的有的没有和有，
在没有和有都有没有和有的没有。
到底有和没有有没有分别，
没有和有也有没有距离，
读来读去你也不知道，
这些字有没有道理，
有没有意思。。。　

xD headache ma^^

无名诗

2008-05-29T13:09:00.000+08:00

my fren call me put in de.. i write 4 fun but i dun understand it.. hope those who do can xplain... thx

就　再　一　人　心　欲
得　过　见　知　灵　望
天　一　生　鬼　无　心
壤　时　相　不　通　中
明　忍　遇　觉　讯　愿
。　，　，　，　，　，

ｒｅａｄ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　＜＜＜＜

夏天风云

2008-05-29T12:44:00.000+08:00

每个人原本都有一个天性，
一生中最重要就是保持那样的性格。。。

可是时间久了，
个个都想要跟多、
想要改变，
再也忘记了拥有生命之前，
答应过永远都要保持
坚定的意志、
容忍的态度、
大方的心灵、
还有开开心心地度过每一天。。。

现在，
为了各自的愿望，
大家都忘了原有到来的目的，
忘了必要守的诺言，
再也失去了生活基本的需求，
毁灭了自己，
也伤害了别人。。。

writing a short 1 to warm up 1st b4 the story actually starts^

Heart's treasure

2008-05-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

我离开你的那一天，
也就是我死的那一天。
记得以前，
每次见到你，
我都会向你打个招呼，
希望你能注意下我，
但是，
你不只是不理睬我，
还嫌我很烦，
我这样对待你是你感到很尴尬。。。

就这样，
渐渐地，
我不在打那么多招呼了，
见到你，
我也跟着你那样子，
不望你一眼。。。
每次见到你时，
我都压着心情，
逼着自己不要望着你，
但是，
偶尔，
我也会特地从你后面经过，
偷偷地望着你，
看你的行为举止，
把你那甜蜜的笑容铭记在心中。
希望有一天，
你也能以那么甜蜜的笑容，
对着我，
说几句话。
虽然只是那几句，
我也会treasure在心中的。

谁？你，我，或她？

2008-03-28T19:28:00.000+08:00

最近，
不知为什么，
我好像时常惹人生气。。。

要和好时，
又不知怎样才对。。。
每次见到他，或她，或它，
都会有一点遗憾，
沉重的悲伤。。。

不知道我做错了什么，
使到你们个个对

待我的方式
都改变了。。。

我需要做什么，
来让我们的感情，
便回当初
那样地亲密，
生活，
那么得开心。。。

请原谅我吧。。。

再见

2008-03-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

那天，
你告诉我，
你要死了，
我不相信跑到很远很远去。。。
不想面对事实。。。

但是，
当我进入梦乡时，
有梦到你。。。
在梦中，
你又说，
你的时间不多了。。。
你很想很想
再次见到我，
扶着我的手，
然后轻轻地吻我一次，
最后的一次。。。

我不敢，
我不要，
我不能，
但是，
我还是回到病房去，
让你如愿以偿。。。

你扶着我的手时，
我感觉到
你手的温柔，
永远都不会忘记，
你扶着我时，
那憔悴的脸蛋，
明亮的眼睛，
你扶着我的力度，
还有你，
对我的
爱。。。

我眼睛水汪汪地
笑着，
望着你，
向你道谢，
看着你，
慢慢地，
离开了这个世界，
离开我，
离开所有。。。

第二天，
在你的葬礼，
我埋了，
所有让我想起你的东西。。。
也在你的坟墓前，
种了一棵白玫瑰，
希望，
他能代替我，
陪伴你，
直到永远。。。

今天，
站在你坟墓前的我，
不再是以前的我，
望着那可以长得十分茂盛的玫瑰树，
我不仅想起，
五年前，
我们度过的一切。。。
祭拜你后，
我便回头，
走向新的明天，
终于放下了
你。。。

『再见···』

承诺

2008-03-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

你说，

每次看到我时，

你都想上前来拥抱我，

然后亲亲地吻我。。。

你也说，

当你有空时，

你一定会到我家来，

和我一起玩。。。

一起度过时光。。。

你曾经扶过我的手，

在我耳朵里，

对我说，

“我爱你”

然后说，

“我们一起私奔好吗？

一起离开这个难受的地方。。。

一起环游世界。。。

一起生活。。。

只有你和我。。。

没有其他人的烦恼，

没有他们的存在，

我的生活中只有你，

然而，

你的也只是有我。。。

好吗？”

就这样，

我们去到了一个荒岛，

在那儿长居下去。。。

开始时，

生活十分浪漫，

十分开心。。。

可是，

时间久了，

我们之间的感情

越来越疏远，

之间的距离

越来越大。。。

直到有一天，

你根本就没有理会我。。。

当时，

我真的忍不住了，

就躺在床上放声大哭，

那天，

我和你分手，

再也不要和你

有任何关系。。。

当天，

我也觉得头昏脑胀

全身无力。。。

去看医生时，

他告诉我，

我有了你的生孕。

我很害怕很慌张，

我想告诉你，

但是没有勇气;

想把婴孩杀掉，

但又不忍心。。。

都是因为你，

害到我那么的辛苦

那么的无能，

我突然想起，

你曾经向我许下的

诺言。。。

你说，

每次看到我时，

你都想上前来拥抱我，

然后亲亲地吻我。。。

你也说，

当你有空时，

你一定会到我家来，

和我一起玩。。。

一起度过时光。。。

但是，

你都没有遵守，

你抛弃了我们，

违反了诺言，

你没有遵守，

你没有你没有你没有！

“为什么？”

我只能低声下气，

悲伤地责问我自己。。。

“为什么？”。。。

Together(chinese version)

2008-03-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

With WenSin's blog
要你为我感到骄傲
要你在我身边时能把头抬得高高的..
我很努力地做了很多事情
只是单纯地想让你微笑高兴
可是到头来
你只把我当垃圾一样看待..
当我为了帮忙你而把所有事情都搁下时
你批评我
当你生气时
就把我赶到远远的
当你失意时
便把我当出气筒你把你所有的挫败伤心压力
都发泄在我的身上
但是这些都没关系
我只是要你注意到我..
就算只有一瞬间都好
只要你能够发现到我
我能为你做任何事
为你牺牲一切
包括我自己
来让你开心安全地生活..
我的负担都无所谓
和那些与你相处的时光相比
这一点都微不足道..
和你一起的时刻
就算只有短短几秒
我都会珍惜
因为那些是
我们一起经历过的事情
_____________________幸福是我们曾经在一起

тне êлd(chinese version)

2008-03-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

我们面对每一个结尾时，
都会有新的开始。。。
有时，
我们可能会讨厌，
那些不完整的结尾，
但是，
我们没有做任何事情去阻止它。。。

我们俩的缘分，
已快要到达尽头了，
当到了终点时，
我不知道，
不知我能不能
站在你旁边，
保护你。。。
直到我流出了最后一滴血，
也宁死不屈。。。

对我们来说，
只见是我们不足够的东西，
但是我们尽心尽力地去挽回
我们认为已永远不见的东西。

我度过了不少困难，
为了夺给你
足够的时间和温馨，
来敷在你的疤痕上，
把它们医治好，
让你的灵魂，
永远纯洁。。。

现在，
我们一步一步，
慢慢地走向尽头，
我们有的时间不多了，
就让我跟你说：
“再见，亲爱的。。。
愿你都能度过，
生活中大大小小的困难，
因为
我再也不能保护你了。。。
离开你后，
我必须到地狱去，
被重重的链条锁下，
失去自由，
无法逃避，
在那儿面壁思过，
悔改过错，
都是为了不要让你见到
他。。。

是时候让你知道，
是天意注定我们一定要分开的，
而我太固执，
违反天规，
弯曲了你的路线。。。
现在，
我要把你带回正路，
让你有一个，
比我更加好的生命。。。

---------------------------------------------
тне êлd

тне êлd

2008-03-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

For every end that we face,
there will always be a new beginning...
We may be frustrated at what they say,
angry that endings are always incomplete,
but in the end,
we are not able to do anything to stop it...

The end for the both of us,
is coming ever so soon,
when the time comes,
i don't know if i will be
strong enough to stay by your side,
and protect you....
until the end of my life....

To us,
we know that time is what we have not,
but we strive to gain
what we thought was forever lost
i went through all the trouble to get you,
the time and care that you needed,
to heal those wounds,
that i once laid,
upon your tender soul....

now that the end draws near,
i will tell you one last time,
"goodbye, my dear...
i hope that you fare well,
through the hardships
that you have to bear alone
after i leave you to visit hell
and have myself chained to a deadly post,
to repent from all the sins i made,
to keep you from meeting
him....
It is time to show you,
the life and destiny,
you were meant to follow,
the path you should take,
in order to let you lead a better life than mine...
----------------------------------------------------
тне êлd

Together

2008-03-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

I wanted to make you proud,
i wished that you would hold your head high...
whenever i am beside you.
I worked very hard to please you,
to make you happy....

but in the end,
you treated me as though i was trash,
you said that i was the equivalent of trash,
you dissed me even when i threw everything aside to help you,
you kicked me away whenever you were angry,
you slapped me whenever you were frustrated,
you did many things to release tension upon me.

In the end,
they don't matter...
All i want is for you to notice me,
just that one time,
only one time...

I will do anything for you,
scarifice anything,
even myself,
just to make you safe,
to let you be able to live on happily...
the burden i bear upon myself is nothing,
compared to the time that i am able to spend with you,
that short while,
those few secconds,
i shall treasure them,
for as long as i can,
for they are,
what i have,
what we went through...

[together]

死亡

2008-03-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

很多人认为，

死亡可以让他们脱离一切，

脱离困难，

逃避事实，

远离苦恼。。。

但是，

他们不知道，

死亡其实是生活的一个阶段，

只有经过死亡，

我们才能充实地生活下去。

只有见过死神，

生活才能圆满。。。

〈所以，我们都要学会珍惜生命。不然，我们只会浪费光阴。死了，也无法投胎，不能再开心地笑了。〉

离别

2008-03-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

经过这次的离别，
不知我们几时才能见面，
何时，
才能感觉你温柔的身体，
舒适的声音，
漂亮的脸蛋。。。

这次我们分开后，
只能期待缘分的转移，
再次把我们
结合起来。。。
我亲爱的。。。

(XXX) xD Thou shalt nvr noe^^

对不起

2008-02-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

对不起
不管你怎么说
我依然会坚持下去

对不起
不知为什么
是我说错了
我做错了

对不起
我知道
你是永远、永远
都不会原谅我的

但是
我只是想要你
再次
接受我

请给我多一个机会
向你说
“对不起”

谢谢

Flying with Wings

2008-02-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

"If I had entangled him with my chain of thorns,
that wouldn't have happened!
This time i will!"

"Haven't you noticed?
The dream you were having,
was a nightmare from that time.
Look at that!
The new wind...
A new storm has come!"

"I won't let you pass!!!
*huh?*
He's not looking at me?
For me to be defeated by an ameateur
who's only played for two months...
(That kid is...
...loved by the wind...)
He's flying!
I knew that for ages...
In truth, one gets his wings on the day he's born.
If one has that little bit of courage to spread his wings,
they will fly for sure when that happens.
I didn't fly.
I never flew from the start...
...because i didn't meet a flowing wind like this at that time."

"I hacked them off."

"If i had my equipment...
No, even just any weapon...
No, back then it was my own decision not to put them on again.
If you don't give up,
then i won't give up either!
I always wanted to ask,
God, why are you being so unfair?
Why are you so cruel?
When there was only one in this world
you divide in two?
It was foolish for me to think in such a way...
I was trapped inside that cage.
In order to break open that cage, he challenged me.
He taught me that I too,
had been born with wings!
When did you...?

copyright.... Air Gear chapter 15...

Time

2008-02-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

In time,
you shall see,
the sacrifices I made for you,
to make you happy...

With time,
you shall feel,
the immense burden that i bear upon myself,
the burden whoose name is regret,
just to keep you safe.

Time,
will let you know,
that you were always pure,
as pure as the first snow
that falls on the night of Christmas Eve,
and
as magical as the full moon that shines upon you,
giving you warmth and light....

你和我

2008-02-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

每当看见你时，
我很想对你说声
对不起
也想告诉你
我爱你

但是
你不曾理会我
看见我时
你若无其事
继续往前走
离开了我

我望着你的背影
默默地向你说声
我爱你

i think i read this sumwhr b4...

2008-02-24T10:24:00.000+08:00

As time passes,
everything will slowly dissappear
into the deep realm of nothingness
leaving behind memories,
sad or not
which will stay with you all your life...

Memories will not dissappear
but will stay with you
through the course of time
embedding scars
deep into your heart,
scalding it, hurting it
but in the end healing it...

wait... this dosen't make any sense.... >.<

1. You know that your ex is missing out on you.	Disagree	Agree
2. You feel betrayed by them and can barely stand to think of them.	Disagree	Agree
3. When they said goodbye you thought about suicide.	Disagree	Agree
4. You stop talking to your friends just to see your ex pass by.	Disagree	Agree
5. When you them you laugh in their face.	Disagree	Agree
6. You cried a little but now your doing better.	Disagree	Agree
7. You follow them around constantly.	Disagree	Agree
8. Your heart hurts because of all the pain the break up cause it.	Disagree	Agree
9. When they asked you to break up you smiled and agreed before running off with your friends.	Disagree	Agree
10. People thought you might be cheating when you were dating your ex.	Disagree	Agree
11. You hate the fact that after everything you went through they still left you.	Disagree	Agree
12. You started a few bad habits that harmed your self.	Disagree	Agree
13. You flirt with people but your not ready to try again.	Disagree	Agree
14. You have to keep your head lowered to make sure you don't cry in front of them.	Disagree	Agree
15. You want to forget everything about them because it hurts to remember.	Disagree	Agree
16. You like to go clubbing and dance with everyone in sight.	Disagree	Agree
17. You cursed them to hell when they broke it off.	Disagree	Agree
18. You've had the urge to throw up everytime you see your ex making out with someone else.	Disagree	Agree
19. You laugh and pretend nothing happened.	Disagree	Agree
20. Your catious around people but not completely paranoid.	Disagree	Agree

21. You kissed them and begged them not to go.	Disagree	Agree
22. You turn down everyone else hoping that they'd come back.	Disagree	Agree
23. You flirt and date everyone that asks you.	Disagree	Agree
24. You often stare out into space only to relize that you were crying because of what your ex did.	Disagree	Agree
25. Your sleeping hasn't been as good as it use to but you can get to sleep.	Disagree	Agree
26. You started getting violent towards people to drive them away.	Disagree	Agree
27. You cried day and night after they were gone.	Disagree	Agree
28. You cried but relized it was their fault that your hurting.	Disagree	Agree
29. You get pissed off everytime you see their face.	Disagree	Agree
30. You act quite sometimes but contiune to smile.	Disagree	Agree
31. You started becoming depressed.	Disagree	Agree
32. You try to keep your tears in check everytime they pass by.	Disagree	Agree
33. You have been found beging your ex to take you back.	Disagree	Agree
34. You constantly try to figure out what you did wrong.	Disagree	Agree
35. You glare at the new person your ex is drooling over.	Disagree	Agree
36. You find yourself asking why did you do this to me.	Disagree	Agree

ΜïčħãέŁ || Ħєå٧эņ’ş Яể۹ǖĩэм

没有你的天空

Singles

Frustrated!

Love x Hate

Heartbroken - Quiz

Apple

Longing~

meeting><

M - Makes dating fun

I - is really sweet & romantic

C - selfish

H - stick to one

A - crazy

E - has gorgeous eyes

L - is a very good kisser

-

L - is a very good kisser

I - is really sweet & romantic

M - Makes dating fun

-

Y - is loved by everyone

A - crazy

N - is a very good kisser too!

G - very outgoing

-

S - makes people laugh

O - has one of the best personalities ever

N - is a very good kisser too!

G - very outgoing

Apple comes back again^~^

School Starts... Again...><

全国营……

3 days...

Mother's Day...

Wasted

exam lor^^

BLEK~

Blogging...

Waaa....~

Get Well Soon!!!

Feelings

Valentine's Day

元宵节Chinese Valentine's day...

RE: L-O-V-E pics

busy busy~

SIANZ~

初4

Bye mousy year~^^

KL trip...

It's almost time for Chinese New Year^^

闲

Tuitions =.=

School start for 1 week already...

愿望3

Love x Hate

444!! O_o

I got into pure science^^ hehe

Happy Sweet 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

It's my birthday tomorrow^^

Tagged =.=

Reminiscence

pretty new year creations^^ (by people i know^^)

Its 2009^^

On second thought...

2008 - my final post this year...

MapleStory

My result^^

D-day.. =.=

~~~xl0lx~~~

Back Home

kuantan camp~

Final day - Holiday begins...

再过一天

school day countdown (1 more to go)^^

Your eyes are so enthralling...

As time passes...

学海=XueHai

I go to such a "good" school^^

Year-end is around the corner^^

~xl0lx~